i didn't go to painting today because i was too tired and we always do the same shit of nude painting~with the same model...
and it don't get me any further and therefore...i decided to sleep longer, which was really helpful.damn i'm so tired and sleepy these days.v_v
anyways...it was a good decision because i had one of the most beautiful dreams i ever had.it was just magical.hard to explain...

.it was fun.it was love.it was dreamy.
on the right side of a giant lake there was a big appartment building where i lived.and u..and u and u.and the evening sun was up.
i sat on a near bench.and someone came up and i was just surprised and very lucky and happy.

idk.i felt relieved.

it's just daydreaming i know.but perhaps i will  experience something like this for real someday.
heehee i know i'm a daydreamer

i visited a wonderful place today...drive with 36 bus to elbchaussee and go straight away and then next to the "chinese embassy" turn left and u*ll see a wonderful meadow and a very nice lake/harbour view.it's so beautiful. the weather was kinda shitty but nonetheless it took my breath away. it's so quiet and isolated.
hmmmm....
remember that place tianny:)?

wenn 0:25/0:26 nicht der hammer ist weiß ich auch nicht weiter.zwar scheiß werbung aba....GOTT....ich schaus rauf und runter.
  

familiar?~listening to pearl jam: man of the hour.taken from"big fish" this is so beautiful

i'm off for london this monday...byebye...

just borrowed a few "the prodigy" albums from my brother. listen to that and u get totally HIGH!!! gawd they're good...DANCEDANCEDANCE***
KEITH FLINT IS GOD..dammit wut a luvly name...